I've been reading other peoples blogs and I am soo jealous. i hate that I don't have as much self control as they do. I want to be thin. I want to be hospitalized. I want to be abused. Why does my life have to be so plain and good I don't deserve this life. I want to have a reason for all this and all I can come up with is that I'm bored and lonely?? Come on now I'm so pathetic! What is wrong with me gosh. I am seriously a horrible person. ugghh I wishh I could purge right now! I wish was thin I wish I had a real eating disorder! Ugghh I'm so sick..no I'm not sick I'm plain pattetic that's all. I hate my stupid life!!
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