I think I'm doing ok today. I think she caught me though, I think she saw the full napkin..she saw me drink the green tea and she told me it suppresses my appetite which I of course knew but she saw that I drank it anyway. Oh well I'd rather her see that then hear me purge. My goal is to stay under 400 calories today.
This blog is created to give my eating disorder a voice. Everything he tells me is a complete lie so what's on here doesn't reflect *me* at all. He hates everyone equally so if you're offended by any of it don't complain to me. I used to try and shut him up but the the more I stifle him the stronger he gets, when he does finally quit, he just hangs out in the back of my mind and does push-ups waiting for me to slip. I think it's important to let him speak, so if you would, just hear him out..
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